2013年4月4日星期四

SORRY.


Why seem like everything gone? 
Seriously, I really miss the old us, no matter the old class or the old you.
 I dislike that me this day, the girl don’t really look like ME. 
I feel so stranger to the girl, I don’t even know what she wanted and what is she thinking about. 
I would like to run away from you, give up to you, but at the last, I FAILED! 
The feeling was suck, really suck. 
Why am I always giving you a weapon to hurt me, and then only screamed afterwards. 
I was so exhausted right now, can just leave me alone with my room my pillow and my earphone my music? 
I really don’t know how to face you guys, I am fear of facing you you you you and you you you…and everyone and me. 
There are no tears for me, it is torturing me, it is so pain.
 I wish there are someone can really help me to solve the problem, but only I realized the problem derived from me, I am the only person have the right to solve it, but HOW ? 
Always in the bad mood when night falls.
 Boy, why you changed? Why I changed? Why we changed? 
Do you miss the old us? No? but I do. 
Miss the old you the old me the old us the old smile, we are not going back to each other right? 
May I cry? Please. 
Days without you I felt non-inductive, ya, just like a zombie. 
I LOVE YOU, BUT I FAILED. 
Sorry.







Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,

Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.

I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should'd started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you


You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say.

And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best fome

- Over you-





-Wanyi-

2013年4月3日星期三

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不懂为什么
这个晚上特别累  心特别痛  特别  喘不过气



最近的脑袋   仿佛装了很多很多的东西  
一堆  负荷不来的东西
我真的   没有地方可以装了


没发生什么事
是我自己最近认真的想了很多很多
可到最后我还是不懂的如何去面对
看到你们两个  心就好像一直在被刺那样  很疼
我什么都不能做  只能一直逃一直逃
感觉都快不是自己了
好累


不知道是你有心还是无意
可是想说  你真的都间接性的伤害到了我们
我们没有怎样  因为我们都不懂还可以怎样
如果这就是你的个性  那我们是不是也该认了呢?

好紧好紧
系的好紧


今年真的................... .   .      .          .